Thursday, July 28, 2005

Don't Know Why

Just finished my class for now. Watched Jessica Simpson-Lachey's 'These Boots Are Made For Walking' video clip over Yahoo! Launch. That female is getting raunchier every time she produced another single. This time around, she seemed to look like a...ermmm...more like a slut (sorry for the harsh language, but that's what I think she is in that clip). It's either marriage had evolved her sexiness in that sense... or she trying to sell out her new album with that kind of image... hehe!! Anyway, since now it's summertime, I guess fewer clothes were needed, hence, the skimpy outfit adorned by her.

Hmm, gotta read something now. Or better still, find some things for my assignments... (hey, where the heck is my diskette...? damn!! lupe bawak plak dah...aduih!!).

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

One of my favourite songs....

All of sudden, my mind is thinking of this song. Just wanna share the lyrics... enjoy it...


Snow on The Sahara (Anggun)

Only tell me that you still want me here

When you wander off out there
To those hills of dust and hard winds that blow
In that dry white ocean alone
(Lost out in the desert
You were lost out in the desert... oh,oh...)

But to stand with you in a ring of fire
I’ll forget the days gone by
I’ll protect your body and guard your soul
From mirages in your sight
(Lost out in the desert)

*If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I’ll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I’ll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara*

Just a wish and I will cover your shoulders
With veils of silk and gold
When the shadows come and darken your heart
Leaving you with regrets so cold
(Lost out in the desert)

If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I’ll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I’ll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara
If that’s the only place where you can leave your doubts
I’ll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away, I’ll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara...

"Comment-allez vous?" -"Je tres bien, merci!" ;-)

Hello everyone...

Me feeling okay today. Perhaps because I've meet my 'balm of the soul' last weekend... (go figure!). Had a great time, although the meet was a short one. At least, it's better than nothing, aight? Well, I've to wait until next September to meet up again. So much for the work & tasks that we have to fulfill... Oh yeah, I got myself a new sort-of niece. My cousin had given birth to a daughter last Friday (22nd July 2005), 11.15am at HTAR, Klang. I went to see her on Saturday, without knowing that she had given birth on the previous day. Seeing the face of a newborn was pretty exhilarating for me since it has been a while that we (the family) had a baby around. A-ha, don't start asking me when I'll be getting my own. My time will come, InsyaAllah.... just wait.... :-)

Trying to figure out what to do next. Oh yeah, already missed one class this morning. That bus was extremely late (I went out early just to catch it!) and by the time the bus arrived, I was already 35 minutes late. So much for trying to become an early bird...*sigh*
Been reading the newspaper today. Lots of things had happened, but perhaps the hottest ones in the news so far are the APs issues (Approved Permit & Ayah Pin..hehe!), bombings in UK, the shooting of the innocent Brazilian guy in London (may God rest his soul) and last but not least, the terror in Southern Thailand. Sometimes, the lyrics of 'Where Is The Love' (Black Eyed Peas) has truth in it... people are beginning to hate each other....*sigh*


I guess the end is really that near afterall....

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

In a Neverland...

Just finished my class for this morning. Now focusing on the PIN paperwork. Might not be able to come for the meeting this afternooon since I have another important appointment with one of my lecturers. Might as well send a message to my partner, Adi to explain to him about the whole situation.

Lots of things had happened for the last few days. I'm not sure if my mind can actually cope up with all the pressure, but Alhamdulillah, I'm doing fine so far. There are times when I'll suddenly wake up in the middle of the night & later having difficulties to fall back to sleep. I guess that is just part & parcel of growing up (me not getting taller any more...eheheh!)... and getting more matured than I used to be.

Well, so far my email life has been a lil' bit slow. Perhaps it is still in the early weeks of the semester so there's basically nothing much to talk about ..(oh really? then what does the crap in this blog really stands for, huh?!!). I'll get into that later...

Monday, July 18, 2005

Well, today I'm more focused and refreshed after a nice weekend... (thanx a lot to the parties concerned). Feels better after being confined to the same location for quite sometime (know what I mean?).

My parents called me early this morning, asking whether I'll be coming home any soon. The reason for them asking that was because the last time I went home, I sort-of complained that I didn't get to eat durian. so, I told them I'll probably go back sometime in July (after the orientation week). However, I was caught up with classes & assignments given by the lecturers so that pretty much have 'eaten' my available time for now. I'll go back home in August most definitely since I won't do so for my Raya holidays.. (hisk,hisk!).

Been thinking about lots of things. Like the bombings in UK (may ALLAH bless those innocent souls that have perished.. AMIN), corrupt ministers, that seriously-unworthy-and-unbelievably-nonsense AKADEMI FANTASIA (hint,hint.. clearly I'm not a fan here), my past & present life, & last but not least... my future. I don't know what it holds for me, but I'll take it as it goes & try to improvise on things that I can handle on my own. Seeing yourself in a different perspective makes you wonder of how your life really runs in reality. Well, don't be comparing too much about yourself to other people (I've learnt my lesson well, thank you..) or you will end up moping about how you can't be as good as they are. Pretty pathetic, really... if you were in that kind of situation. Just be yourself.. and the rest will come easily..

I should wake up now since lots of stuff are coming ahead of time. Seriously, I need to spice up my language... it has gotten pretty rusty over the holidays... I need to read more...really... my mind is pretty stiff now.

Friday, July 15, 2005

Hehe..haha..huhu!!!

It's Friday...and it's raining outside. Just arrived at the office for some 'unfinished' business. Had had my brunch, but right now in need of a dose of chocolate. Been browsing through the kawanaku.com pages & found out about lots of other new stories from old friends back in primary school. Miss those times... but anyway, at least the memory is still very much alive in my mind.

Classes are fine for now. It's only the 1st week but it seems like there's a lot of things that needed to be done. Missing home terribly.. wish I could fly away from here to the comfort & coziness of my loved ones... huhuh!! Since I'm not going to celebrate Aidilfitri at home this year (note: final exam's going to be held after Raya holidays), I might as well have to steal some time to go back. In the mean time, I'll just stay put & continue doing what I've been doing...

Oh yes... I really need a hug... and a fat cat to be hugged... hehehe!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Back from the land of the .... great wall??!! (continued)

Okay, last time I wrote on this topic was about some of the Chinese people's response towards the foreign people in their country. I guess that's enough of that for now...

Hmm, it was actually the beginning of summer while I was there. The tour guide (..."kita syudah syampei..." -ehehe!) told us that that is the ideal time to visit China, whereas it's not too hot & not too cold. Although the sun was shining brightly, but the wind was cool. Surprisingly, we didn't sweat that much eventhough we did a lot of walking around (Note: To those who aren't really my pals, that trip was my 1st trip to a 4-seasoned country, so please don't perceive me as being 'too naive'.. got it?). The funny thing was when there were people who asked us, the ladies, whenever we're wearing baju kurung or long-sleeved t-shirts + 'tudung' (hijab @ head coverings)... "Why are you wearing so much clothes even when it is hot?"
Well, it took a great deal of explanation to get the message across, but I guess everyone has his/her own curiosity towards the unfamiliar situations.

When we first arrived in Beijing, it was already almost sunset so we didn't really get to see much since everybody was tired (jet-lag!). But the highway was huge and surprisingly clean, and so is the rest of the Beijing city. What really excites me was the flowers that is being used for the city's greenery landscape... lots of colourful roses, lovely morning glories, chrysanthemums, daisies (I think). Honestly, I wasn't really a big fan of roses (I prefer tulips though) but the moment I laid my eyes upon the roses (which was practically planted in almost anywhere in Beijing)... I went gaga over it...damn!

(to be continued...)

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Lalalala...

Don't get confused with the title...me just being trying to make meself better at d moment. Basically, my mind hasn't really being ok for the past few days...
Perhaps I need to get away for a while.. if only I can easily do that...
Now watching that nu clips of R Kelly (serial rapist...muahahaha!!). He's got this story and done the clips in 5 series...whatever..

Ermm... might have to look over it as well...

Monday, July 11, 2005

Back to classes...

Ehem...it's nu semester...
Man, feeling very lazy and slow after the 3 months' holiday... more like a snail at the moment. But anyway, life must go on...
Rite now, I'm waiting for my turn to actually print out my registration form (haven't registered my courses yet...muahahaha!!!). Got to settle everything by today or otherwise I'll be penalised for that...huhu!! My whole body is aching at the moment due to stress & workloads... if only I can indulge myself in a hot bath, having someone scrubbing my back...a full body massage...*sigh* (hehe, I don't want to go further. If not, someone might think that I'm suggesting something sexual in here..)
Friends, can you guys please suggest to me some things that I can do so that I can chase away my ultimate boredom before the class starts...?
I need to get my dose of reading now. It's been a while since I last read (in concentration) something. My mind is feeling all empty and (hopefully) ready for the nu semester... (what the f*$% am I babbling about?)