Monday, May 16, 2005

Hmm...

"In the jungle, the mighty jungle.. the lion sleeps tonight.."
Really love that song, especially after watching a cute hippo singing it, with a playful dog as its companion...
Hmm, been very strssed with stuff at work.
Oh, my bunny sent me a picture of us yesterday. At least, I have something to remind me of him whenever I'm checking in to my friendster or myspace.com
Just another in the office, with bundles of things to do.. yet, I don't know which one I should finish first. Don't want to spoil everything before its time...ehehe!!
Wish I could go home and cuddle my cats... feeling kinda depressed and lonely... hisk, hisk...
Anyway, life must go on and I must be strong...

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Waiting is torture...

Ermm, just another day in office's paradise...haha!!
Now waiting for UUM's delegation to arrive.
They wanted me to be the MC for the friendly meeting... luckily, I've no problems with my voice today.
Alamak, Syura (fellow friend) called me... she wanted to go thru the tentative for the MC.
They'll be here any moment now...

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

teluk nipah, pangkor island Posted by Hello
oh...what a feeling.. :) Posted by Hello

Everyday is a winding road... (Sheryl Crow)

Hmm... manyak fenin arr ini hali... aiyoh!! Man, I wish I could go to the seaside, take the stroll along the beach and perhaps, watch the sun sets at dusk... Man, it has been a while since I last did that. But then...all I can do is just looking at the pictures and imagining the sand under my feet, the crushing waves, the salty smell of the ocean, the flying gulls... bla, bla, bla...

Hmm, I may go on and on and on ... but that have to stop for now. Good thing I have a picture for me to dwell on my imagination and put my thoughts in it. Heheh!!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Late Developer ...

Few weeks back, I received a short text message from one of my closest friend in school. She sounded so sad & down... seems like she's having some kind of problem. After reading her message, only then I knew what was going on her mind at that time. To quote parts of her message: "Mak (my affectionate nickname in SAINA), can I ask you something? Is it wrong for us to be a late developer?I'm having the pressure all around me...."

I wish I could be with her at that time and convinced her that she doesn't have to feel too pressured over the matter. Since both of us share almost the same situation, we understood each other pretty well. I mean, why do people have to be so mean when it comes to issues like this. Not everybody is fortunate enough to achieve what they want easily. There's bound to be obstacles and complications along the way... but being late is often equalled as being a failure.

Being in her shoes myself, I always wish that people (especially those who are the closest to us: family, friends, close acquaintances, etc.) would understand and accept the situations that happened to us. Don't just go shooting us & putting the whole blame on our shoulders... and keep reminding us of what we have failed to do over and over again... It won't help at all, and believe me... if you want that person to end up losing his/her mind... go ahead and be my guest. However, I'm very thankful that there are some people who truly understood the situation and keep on giving the much-needed support. I'm fully indebted to these individuals and may Allah bless them always...

Me, myself and I....

Hmm, been very tired all morning. My back is aching (due to non-stop typing), my stomach is grumbling (haven't taken my breakfast yet).. but I guess that happens to anyone of us... Work is overloading, boss is demanding, my inner-self is trying to cope with the stress and pressure around me. Rest assured ... I won't lost control of myself.. :)