Migraine

My head feels like cracking today...
Nauseous... and my stomach is churning like there's no tomorrow.
I don't like it when my body's acting up....

A later phase...

Right now, I'm with his family, taking advantage of the Christmas break to get to know more of him in a different perspective. The more time I spend with him, the more I realized how strong he is... and how fragile his insides if ever he was hurt.

The family welcomed me, a stranger, into their home with open arms & big hearts (not to mention the embraces & the kisses from the female relatives...heheh!). But of course, I've been discreetly scrutinized by them in most details... kinda daunting...kih3x!

Anyway, let us see how the next day is going to be...

Phew...

Lama gile aku tak masuk blog.

Skang dh dok JB, keje dlm industri hospitaliti.

Pengalaman baru, tapi menarik.

BF? Belum ada yang pasti, tapi dh ada prospek... hehehe!

Ada banyak nk cerita, tapi bagi bunga2 dulu aja... =)

Aidilfitri yang aku ingat...

Sebelum aku melajutkan bicara, Salam Aidilfitri buat rakan2 sekalian. Ampun maaf zahir dan batin andai ada keterlanjuran kata2 dan perbuatan...

Aidilfitri tahun ini tidak sama seperti sebelumnya... sangat menyedihkan? Kenapa? ada orang mati ke...?
Takdelah. Cumanya sambutan&kunjungan tidak semeriah dulu.
Tahun ni, ada 2 biskut raya yang ku buat tak berapa menjadi... tak tau la kenapa...
Mungkin mood tak elok kot masa tu.
Apapun, teringat zaman kanak2 dulu, betapa aku dan keluarga sangat2 menantikan kedatangan Aidilfitri. Masa tu, kami menetap di Terengganu. Perjalanan pulang ke Perak selalunya mengambil masa 10 jam (kalau ke Gerik - kampung Mama) / 12 jam (kalau ke Batu Kurau - kampung Abah). Balik pun cuma 2 kali sethn: Aidilfitri & cuti akhir tahun. Jadi memang teruja sangat walaupun peerjalanan jauh, dgn tanah runtuh pe bagai kat Hiway Timur Barat, jumpa gajah la, perintah berkurung la... macam2.

Beberapa tahun kebelakangan ini, kami sekeluarga cuma berhari raya di Gurun. Nak balik kampung pun dah takde sgt dah. Opah, Tok Ayah, Tok, Tok Wan pun dah tak ada. Nak p umah saudara mara pun, dorg pun ada family dorg sendiri.

Penghayatan raya pun dah berbeza...budak2 skang bukan nk beraya sgt pun... nak kutip duit je...yg paling kurang ajar...main ketuk2 kat pagar je mintak duit raya... Abah aku tak layan...dia kata "Kalau nak duit aja tak payah datang...BALIK!"

Aku dulu syok kalau raya. Leh merasa kepelbagaian kuey, rendang (orang Perak ada macam2 rendang), tgk hiasan umah...leh la nk wat idea utk umah sendiri thn depannya.

Kita tgk lak raya thn depan camana...

Napa ni? Aku dh jadi mellow ke...huhuhu!

I just got out from the cinema. Watched 'Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince'. It was an awesome movie, without a doubt. Can't wait for the next two final installments of 'Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows'. Read the book already... man, it had got me gripping on my seats... phew!

Before going to the movies, I stopped by a bookstore. Just wandering around. Paas by the 'English Fiction' section...and saw 'P.s. I Love You' by Cecilia Ahern. I dunno why but suddenly felt a wave of emotions surging inside of me. It reminded me of the movie version of the story... so touching... yet so tragic beneath it.

Sometimes, it is easier to accept death of someone we loved than going through a heartfelt breakup... isn't it?