Hurm...

Headache la... been very stressed out lately. Man, this whole thing is making me nuts... huh!

Run It...

Me back with things to talk about. Right now at the council's office, sitting for my boss. Been thinking about wht had happened for the past few days, especially about my sisters.

The day before I took my final paper, my mama called me. Just to wish me luck for my paper that morning & sharing in some stories that has been happening in the family. Found out that my sister had been offered a job with RM1,500 as the starting salary, but guess what... she had (stupidly) turned down the offer. She had been staying at home for almost a year now, with nothing to do & no innitiative to anything that would fill up her time... and to be honest, it's driving us nuts. She had refused to talk to anyone of us (parents included) & would go straight to the room anytime we asked her questions.

For as long as I have known her, she is always the top amongst us all. The thing is, she is also the one who has gotten the biggest ego & an uncountless amount of stubbornness. Most of the time, she just wouldn't want to listen to what other people says, saying that no one can tell her what to do; she knows herself better & she knows what's best for herself. The thing is, she is also being not very nice to our parents & sad to say, both Mama & Abah are not happy with that.

If only I could just know what's in that (complex) mind of hers & figure out what is it that she wanted to do. I just want to reach out to her, but she is the one who's building a wall around herself. I wish I could do something... *sigh*