Adoiyai...

I lost my temper today... but this time, it was milder than the last time.

It wasn't exactly my character to be that... and I felt so... lethargic whenever it happens.

Why can't the students just be more attentive...?
Tak perlu la aku nk terjerit2 macam orang tak betul.
Payah, buat baik pun salah... garang sgt pun salah...
Kadang2 aku rasa generasi skang dah kurang rasa empati pada orang lain.
Dorang macam lebih pentingkan diri sendiri... kiasu even...

Sedih...tapi nk wat camana...itulah realitinya....

Just now, I had lunch with few of my colleagues... since it was a casual session, so I was sort-of able to see what they really think about their job in their own perspective. I had an outmost respect for them, knowing that they are more experienced and they been 'through it all, seen it all, done that' in their profession. I wish that their students could actually get a two-cents worth of their conversation... because deep down, these teachers are really sincere and dedicated in helping the students. I know how they felt, because that was exactly what ticks me off this morning.

I'm just curious; was it the generation gap that we have, or is it simply that we have lost sense of morality in our today's society...? Each & everyday, we're hearing more students are becoming juvenile deliquents. Lack of attention from parents? Less restriction in schools? It's just that I'm seeing schools nowadays are becoming as a less trusted institution in the society. Don't blame the teachers totally... they have more burden to carry ontheir shoulders. Parents, if you are so concerned about your children's education, please try to understand that these teachers are humans too. They are not able to focus their attention on your child(ren) every single hour. Should they ignore the other needy 120 students (note: the number of students can reach up to 40 per class on average) just to focus on one so-called-important son/daughter of yours?

A teacher is blinded to prejudices & biasness. Every child deserves a fair chance in education, so parents... please give a fair chance to the teachers too... One friend even told me that she's got some sort of 'poison letter' which has been written by a parent and has been sent to the 'higher authorities' outside the school. If you were to ask me, that person is a coward... pengecut... segala mendanya kecut... If you are really concerned about what the teacher had done at school, especially regarding discipline matters, come see the intended person face-to-face. That way, we can find out who's at fault in the first place...

Sedih sangat kan...